Violation
You forced your way into my life
Took away any innocence and purity left
Left your mark with a gaping
wound that never heals
Must stay busy
Must forget
Losing myself again
Who is staring back at me this time?
What is the point of all of
This?
On the run again yet oh how I
wish I could just
Be
But I am forever trapped in this cycle
Forever scarred
Unsuspected Selves
Embrace the mystery
New horrors unfold
Sweet nightmares
A sinister lullaby
Of unsuspected selves
And ghosts of who we were
Battling to take control
Of this hollow shell
How sweet the sound
Of new decay
Cold Embrace
I fade into this cold embrace
No longer do I have a face
Or if I do I cannot see
The I that maybe used to be
I know I was a person once
A feeling more than anything
No longer do I seem to find
the "person" that was left behind
Or was I really there at all?
Into this cold embrace I fall
Spider
She walks the trickster's path
Finds light within the dark
When life has gone astray
She will find her way
Strategic interaction through
Playful misdirection
Mischievous nature you won't see
Due to her secrecy
A darkening on your sky
As you fail but try
to get close to her
She now has gone away
And left you with her stain
Both a blessing and a curse as
you now understand her pain
A price is paid for all our choices made
She remains alone
caught in the web
of her own making
all self
no self
Eternal outsider
Consumed by emptiness
Absence becomes essence
of who "you" are and "stand for"
Within,is now without
Empty,yet full
all self
no self
What is left to find?
What is
left?
Only empty
space
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